4th post ^^
I will not post the stuff about Christmas right now, cause I'm too good where I am to go into the dept of the dark corners of my mind where all that bad shiz happen to me and the complaining god turns them into rant mode. Was that too complicated to understand ? I am happy as in lala land happy, to have received a perverted phone call at my job (I work at Dunkin Donut so, very unusual for those call lol). Obviously now half of the readers would be WTF is loony toony enough to wish for that to happen and the other half would be laughing out loud, clearly in on what's next.
So I was like, serving someone when the phone rang. I go to answer after like 10 secondes, and the only thing I hear on the other end is loud breathing. I was shockes for like 3 seconds and hung up. I was a bit shaken as I tried to finish with my client when the phone rang again. I didn't answer, the idea of a false number or random DD business was highly unlikely. Then when it rang again when I had nobody to serve, I went to answer again. The voice greeting me was very familiar.... like very very familiar.
My very own super hero :P As he's the kind to answer "penis" at random questions and usually don't call me at work, I guess he's the weirdo loud breath and he's going to talk about my soon to be new PC ^^. Both of my guesses were right ^^ When I heard his answer to "Please don't do this again, its creepy" with the laugh of his girlfriend and another couple of friends in the background, I knew I was right. And then he proceeded to explain in detail what would my new baby be XD. YAY after 5 years of nightmare I will have a working PC that meets more than the recomended requirements for WoW (well so far for Litch King I guess... dunno if Cataclysm's speck are out yet...)
And when we finally hung up, I spent the rest of my work time snikering and laghing out loud, nearly choking on a glass of water out of nowhere because I found that prank too funny. Thank you ben for my happy pill moment of the day ;)
yep, still listening to those 3 same songs ;)
Still a post that cuts into my novel writing T_T its already 3 am, and I'm going to bed!
About Me
- Kittysnape
- I'm a geek girl who likes to listen to music, go to the movies, play video games and Mmorpg. I A-DO-RE cats and feline, to role play, to sing, write and draw. I often refer to myself as a crazy person, in a good way :P
Nov 12, 2010
Nov 11, 2010
Darn
I just deleted my whole post.
That means that counting yesterday's post, I have put more than 2000 Blog words worth nothing in my novel under 24 hours:P
And I don't have the courage to rewrite my post... why does Blogger has a draft save so quick without the possibilité to go on former draft saved version. This is so fucking stupid. Especially now that I don't want to rewrite a whole post but still have the wording fresh in my head.
I'l at least post my random shitz again :P The I hate xmas post can be rewritten tomorrow.
So Random Happy Pill. I would like this to gain the "expression status". I sure an using this as a concept of "Happy moment of the day" "Lol Shitz" and "Serotonin induced smile spurt". So the random happy pill of the moment, that keeps me from punching myself for lost of blog post, would be that tonight is "Big Bang Theory" and "$#*! My Dad Says" night. *Whishful Thinking: they'll be online tonight instead of Friday night*
*Puts Barenaked Ladies Big Bang Theory Theme in alternance with Never Say Never* cause yeah, I'm still listening to it.
Other Random Lulz: I just bought a Pokemon zombi T-Shirt :D At least Tee Fury has the decency of having Halloween related tees. Well zombies are not only Halloween's but also a random evil world threath fandom. Still am I here talking about Santa Claus Pokemon ? NO cause it would be brain crashing 2.0. But that is left for next post. OMG quadruple post XD.
Last random stuff I ReWRITE... Pee moment. I now have to get up, and then get down under the cover. Was more fun the first time I wrote it, especially since I didn't got up at that time to pee because I wanted to finish posting first. Now I'm stuck because I lost it. I don't want to go anymore. And I will wake with a Daddy pee tomorrow... unless the cold of the toilet seat can make it wake up. Yep, my pee can sleep, funny heh? And oh so very randomly delicious...
"Onaka ga suita" - I'm hungry now.
Listening to the same shameful songs, Bieber's Never Say Never, and Jonathan Roy's Everyday and the very good not shameful Big Bang Theory Theme.
Good night
That means that counting yesterday's post, I have put more than 2000 Blog words worth nothing in my novel under 24 hours:P
And I don't have the courage to rewrite my post... why does Blogger has a draft save so quick without the possibilité to go on former draft saved version. This is so fucking stupid. Especially now that I don't want to rewrite a whole post but still have the wording fresh in my head.
I'l at least post my random shitz again :P The I hate xmas post can be rewritten tomorrow.
So Random Happy Pill. I would like this to gain the "expression status". I sure an using this as a concept of "Happy moment of the day" "Lol Shitz" and "Serotonin induced smile spurt". So the random happy pill of the moment, that keeps me from punching myself for lost of blog post, would be that tonight is "Big Bang Theory" and "$#*! My Dad Says" night. *Whishful Thinking: they'll be online tonight instead of Friday night*
*Puts Barenaked Ladies Big Bang Theory Theme in alternance with Never Say Never* cause yeah, I'm still listening to it.
Other Random Lulz: I just bought a Pokemon zombi T-Shirt :D At least Tee Fury has the decency of having Halloween related tees. Well zombies are not only Halloween's but also a random evil world threath fandom. Still am I here talking about Santa Claus Pokemon ? NO cause it would be brain crashing 2.0. But that is left for next post. OMG quadruple post XD.
Last random stuff I ReWRITE... Pee moment. I now have to get up, and then get down under the cover. Was more fun the first time I wrote it, especially since I didn't got up at that time to pee because I wanted to finish posting first. Now I'm stuck because I lost it. I don't want to go anymore. And I will wake with a Daddy pee tomorrow... unless the cold of the toilet seat can make it wake up. Yep, my pee can sleep, funny heh? And oh so very randomly delicious...
"Onaka ga suita" - I'm hungry now.
Listening to the same shameful songs, Bieber's Never Say Never, and Jonathan Roy's Everyday and the very good not shameful Big Bang Theory Theme.
Good night
Muahahah evil wins
Double post!
muahaha the power of writing might return to me soon XD
I wanted to talk about 2 things today, hopefully this wont be as long as this morning's post...
*well at this time its yesterday morning's post*
Oh fine. I went to the movies tuesday, to see Megamind. Yes I was on my own. No comment. I was also glad to be with only 20 some stranger in the room. Viau's Starcité is the best theater to go watch english movie in Montreal... If they have the movie you wanna watch in english (usually they got 1 or 2 english movies and thats it). But the place is neat, lots and lots of people.... for the french presentation. So even though it was Megamind first's tuesday, I got one of the best place geting in my seat around 10 minutes before themovie previews started. To have the same place in Scotia Banq theater at Peel station, I would have to be there at least half an hour in advance or more!
Now before getting to the movie itself, I must mention the sneaky preview of Justin Bieber's show's movie for january. Because I don't know Justin Bieber, or his story or anything about him, I was caught off guard by the 3D movie preview of his life. Because you know, when you see a youtube cam of a kid playing his toy guitar, you think "Is this a new Denis Arcand story or another remake of Karate Kid? No? Well that's what I thought at first. But it became clear quickly that "Hi my name is Justin, really wasn't about Justin Tiberlake :P I watched the kid grow up (well not that much *roll eyes*). When the music started, WTF, that song WAS in the new Karate Kid movie (which was pretty decent)
And THEN, I realized that the song I really liked, in a movie I watched this summer, was going to be part of a movie aboutsomething someone I had tried to ignore the best I could. And that someone was the actual SINGER of that great song. Oh boy T_T. And the life lesson behind the song was also very moving and touching and SHIT now I have to face it, I would probably like Justin Bieber's music. No I won't go see his movie in January, but I will Never Say Never :P And yes this song is going on my mp3 player. I feel ashamed now... T_T go watch the preview.... if you dare! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1r1tUahB0s
I wanted to talk about 2 things today, hopefully this wont be as long as this morning's post.... I think I can say, without having even brushed the subject I wanted to talk about, that I will fail. It is going to be long. I can't believe I talked so much about Justin Bieber T_T *facepalm* lol Just for that it's going to become one of my tag :P
Megamind! That's where I was going :P It was nearly as awesome as Despicable Me, good and entertaining, but lacked the tear bringing moment/deepness of the former. Although predictable, you still wished for the good guy to win... that is the main character despite what you might think. He is the sexyest, unluckyest alien to ever come to earth (Yeah, the blue slender one with the big bald head....) He would have been perfect with pointy ears lolllll. He was also endearing and funny. I just loved the Donkey Kond arcade reference, although considering my laughing at the scene, I was probably the only one to get it. Stil, I enhoyed my time there, all excited for no reason, from the previews to the after credit scene. But it made me want to draw fanart of him and Spock together XD. Now I said it...
Random preview comment again : There's a Kung Fu Panda 2 coming up in may XD *happy*
think I'm gonna do a trippe post :P because next subject is really far from this :P
Christmas is evil :P
Listening to : Never say never - Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith
Location: my room with new lightbulb ^^ 6 month it took for me to change it, thinking my roomate was too short like me, even with a chair, to reach it and change it. *facepalm again*
muahaha the power of writing might return to me soon XD
I wanted to talk about 2 things today, hopefully this wont be as long as this morning's post...
*well at this time its yesterday morning's post*
Oh fine. I went to the movies tuesday, to see Megamind. Yes I was on my own. No comment. I was also glad to be with only 20 some stranger in the room. Viau's Starcité is the best theater to go watch english movie in Montreal... If they have the movie you wanna watch in english (usually they got 1 or 2 english movies and thats it). But the place is neat, lots and lots of people.... for the french presentation. So even though it was Megamind first's tuesday, I got one of the best place geting in my seat around 10 minutes before the
Now before getting to the movie itself, I must mention the sneaky preview of Justin Bieber's show's movie for january. Because I don't know Justin Bieber, or his story or anything about him, I was caught off guard by the 3D movie preview of his life. Because you know, when you see a youtube cam of a kid playing his toy guitar, you think "Is this a new Denis Arcand story or another remake of Karate Kid? No? Well that's what I thought at first. But it became clear quickly that "Hi my name is Justin, really wasn't about Justin Tiberlake :P I watched the kid grow up (well not that much *roll eyes*). When the music started, WTF, that song WAS in the new Karate Kid movie (which was pretty decent)
And THEN, I realized that the song I really liked, in a movie I watched this summer, was going to be part of a movie about
Megamind! That's where I was going :P It was nearly as awesome as Despicable Me, good and entertaining, but lacked the tear bringing moment/deepness of the former. Although predictable, you still wished for the good guy to win... that is the main character despite what you might think. He is the sexyest, unluckyest alien to ever come to earth (Yeah, the blue slender one with the big bald head....) He would have been perfect with pointy ears lolllll. He was also endearing and funny. I just loved the Donkey Kond arcade reference, although considering my laughing at the scene, I was probably the only one to get it. Stil, I enhoyed my time there, all excited for no reason, from the previews to the after credit scene. But it made me want to draw fanart of him and Spock together XD. Now I said it...
Random preview comment again : There's a Kung Fu Panda 2 coming up in may XD *happy*
think I'm gonna do a trippe post :P because next subject is really far from this :P
Christmas is evil :P
Listening to : Never say never - Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith
Location: my room with new lightbulb ^^ 6 month it took for me to change it, thinking my roomate was too short like me, even with a chair, to reach it and change it. *facepalm again*
Nov 10, 2010
Epic fail ne? Not Yet!
T_T
Over a month without updates here, or in my fic, or anywhere in my life - love, work - I find that even with friends I kind of suck at it. Last time I wanted to post here was after one of my friend bday supper. I practically ran out crying, feeling that for once I could have maybe made a fool of myself, but also made my point about being respectful and none judgemental, which my friends lacked that time. But I did not. I suppressed my tears like the nearly 25 yrs old adult that I was and swore I would talk to them later. Which I never did.
I don't know why I feel so depressed tonight. I don't know why I end up here talking about it, when that event has passed and I was thinking of firing myself up for NaNoWriMo this year. Maybe listening to your heart is the key. As it is for writing, or so it seems. This week's pep talk was about writing about what you want to write. Maybe subconciously I need to vent that evening out here because I was not over it? I don't really know. I take pride over knowing myself well but it seems knowing about it doesn't make a difference. I find myself unable to change, lacking willpower, means, confidence...
Then I recall the weeks following my birthday. It was an awesome birthday, I got best wishesd from people I didn't think I would... It seemed turning 25 stirred up stuff though. I felt like a dying swamp. Ok, maybe not the best image. But you know, when a water pool is disappearing over the years, its botom and border get filled with plants, dead wood, and if you put your feet at the bottom, you can sense yourself going deeper in mudd like shit when on the surface everything seems fine. Well some events seems to stirr up the shit in the bottom of my heart and head, only to fall back down when I forget about them. Self defense mechanism I could say, I'm very good at forgetting things.
So, a week after my Bday I found myself having adults conversations with friends that reminded myself of me as a kid, wonder in her eyes as she wished she could be a grown up to participate in those adults conversations too. Strange how humans often wish for something they can't have, and when they have it, they want to turn back time? That is especially an issue for me because I always lived half in the futur, half in the past, not thinking of saving some time for me in the present. Or thinking of saving everyone in the present.
Which I grasped more on Halloween's week-end. When I read my character sheet for our now annual thrill/horror roleplay game, I winced at my character's closeness to me. Ben made me a favor that night when he made me remember one of my best quality and worse flaw. I want to save everyone, make people like eachother and make them happy around me, even if I have to sacrifice myself for that. Which I still ended up doing at the end of the game. I KNOW its a GAME. I make due precision just in case some weird hating D&D stalker reads that and go ranting about this "devil game"...
Because I want to be special, I often forget I already am. I'm open minded, I welcome every living being in my heart and I believe every human (don't know any aliens yet) is good to the core. I'm a perfect, endeering, stupid, main character from one of my Shoujo (girl) anime. I'm a geek with a weird love for weirdness, cats and nyahs.And I'm still hoping for my happy ending. Such naive girl living in me. And I'm told this is a gift, from a kind lady whom I always talk to at my job. Her mother is the same, a Libra of he 21 october. No more point to make although a zodiac sign has defined me in many ways even if I don't believe in fortune telling and such.
Well its a new year beginning, almost a month has passed and I am now writing a novel! *kind of time to change the subject, because it was rainy border stormlike with a chance of meatballs...which I ate for dinner! XD. Yay for making absolutely no sense :) That's what my novel's all about. Too. Not just my life. Lol.
I want to do a sci-fi novel with fun stuff, well I can! And I will! 1104 words so far, the month is almost at its half and my muse keep her mouth shut. I began on the 3rd or 4th, but still, I should be able to find my inner voice. Now that I've left some negative energy flow out, I can think of walking forward, in the "now"! Well right now it would be more acurate to say sleep forward in the now *roll eyes*. Almost 5h30 am, I will get in bed before the sun rises. I want to reach at least 25 000 words before the end of november, which would be half of what's expected. Still for now the mark is 10 000 first ^^ Never stop hoping, even if it hurts. Because a true path to happiness is hoping for something greater tomorrow than the awesomness of today!
Epic fail ? Never!
Over a month without updates here, or in my fic, or anywhere in my life - love, work - I find that even with friends I kind of suck at it. Last time I wanted to post here was after one of my friend bday supper. I practically ran out crying, feeling that for once I could have maybe made a fool of myself, but also made my point about being respectful and none judgemental, which my friends lacked that time. But I did not. I suppressed my tears like the nearly 25 yrs old adult that I was and swore I would talk to them later. Which I never did.
I don't know why I feel so depressed tonight. I don't know why I end up here talking about it, when that event has passed and I was thinking of firing myself up for NaNoWriMo this year. Maybe listening to your heart is the key. As it is for writing, or so it seems. This week's pep talk was about writing about what you want to write. Maybe subconciously I need to vent that evening out here because I was not over it? I don't really know. I take pride over knowing myself well but it seems knowing about it doesn't make a difference. I find myself unable to change, lacking willpower, means, confidence...
Then I recall the weeks following my birthday. It was an awesome birthday, I got best wishesd from people I didn't think I would... It seemed turning 25 stirred up stuff though. I felt like a dying swamp. Ok, maybe not the best image. But you know, when a water pool is disappearing over the years, its botom and border get filled with plants, dead wood, and if you put your feet at the bottom, you can sense yourself going deeper in mudd like shit when on the surface everything seems fine. Well some events seems to stirr up the shit in the bottom of my heart and head, only to fall back down when I forget about them. Self defense mechanism I could say, I'm very good at forgetting things.
So, a week after my Bday I found myself having adults conversations with friends that reminded myself of me as a kid, wonder in her eyes as she wished she could be a grown up to participate in those adults conversations too. Strange how humans often wish for something they can't have, and when they have it, they want to turn back time? That is especially an issue for me because I always lived half in the futur, half in the past, not thinking of saving some time for me in the present. Or thinking of saving everyone in the present.
Which I grasped more on Halloween's week-end. When I read my character sheet for our now annual thrill/horror roleplay game, I winced at my character's closeness to me. Ben made me a favor that night when he made me remember one of my best quality and worse flaw. I want to save everyone, make people like eachother and make them happy around me, even if I have to sacrifice myself for that. Which I still ended up doing at the end of the game. I KNOW its a GAME. I make due precision just in case some weird hating D&D stalker reads that and go ranting about this "devil game"...
Because I want to be special, I often forget I already am. I'm open minded, I welcome every living being in my heart and I believe every human (don't know any aliens yet) is good to the core. I'm a perfect, endeering, stupid, main character from one of my Shoujo (girl) anime. I'm a geek with a weird love for weirdness, cats and nyahs.And I'm still hoping for my happy ending. Such naive girl living in me. And I'm told this is a gift, from a kind lady whom I always talk to at my job. Her mother is the same, a Libra of he 21 october. No more point to make although a zodiac sign has defined me in many ways even if I don't believe in fortune telling and such.
Well its a new year beginning, almost a month has passed and I am now writing a novel! *kind of time to change the subject, because it was rainy border stormlike with a chance of meatballs...which I ate for dinner! XD. Yay for making absolutely no sense :) That's what my novel's all about. Too. Not just my life. Lol.
I want to do a sci-fi novel with fun stuff, well I can! And I will! 1104 words so far, the month is almost at its half and my muse keep her mouth shut. I began on the 3rd or 4th, but still, I should be able to find my inner voice. Now that I've left some negative energy flow out, I can think of walking forward, in the "now"! Well right now it would be more acurate to say sleep forward in the now *roll eyes*. Almost 5h30 am, I will get in bed before the sun rises. I want to reach at least 25 000 words before the end of november, which would be half of what's expected. Still for now the mark is 10 000 first ^^ Never stop hoping, even if it hurts. Because a true path to happiness is hoping for something greater tomorrow than the awesomness of today!
Epic fail ? Never!
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